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Selflessness and the Birth of Space

Devon Hornby LMT, ABT

Of the three qualities we have discussed, selflessness may be the most transformative. Trungpa Rinpoche described it as letting go of self-importance so that the natural spaciousness of being can reveal itself. Juan Matus called it dropping personal history—the stories and identities we cling to that narrow our perception. Many Native American traditions speak of selflessness in the form of humility, recognizing that we are part of a much larger field of life.

Selflessness is not erasing oneself. It is releasing the tight contractions of ego so that we can breathe fully and relate authentically.

When we loosen the grip of self-importance, we discover space—space in the mind, space in the body, space in our relationships. And when there is space, we can finally be present.

“Warriorship is the willingness to be open, vulnerable, and fully present.”
Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche

Selflessness as Availability

Selflessness makes us more available to others, but also to ourselves. Without constant internal commentary, feelings arise and pass naturally. Other people become easier to connect with. The world becomes less threatening and more vivid.

Selflessness is freedom through openness.

Practice: Dropping the Story

A practice inspired by Juan Matus and supported by somatic inquiry.

  1. Bring to mind a story you tell about yourself—something limiting, defensive, or habitual.
  2. Feel where this story lives in the body.
  3. With an exhale, imagine placing the story in the space in front of you.
  4. Ask: What remains when this story is set down?
  5. Let the body respond without forcing anything.

This creates immediate spaciousness around identity.

Practice: Three-Breath Humility

  1. Take one breath acknowledging your own vulnerability.
  2. Take one breath acknowledging the vulnerability of others.
  3. Take one breath allowing the shared space of human experience to open.

Use this throughout the day, especially in moments of tension.

Practice: The Field of Space

  1. Stand or sit comfortably.
  2. Sense the space above your head, around your shoulders, behind your back, and under you..
  3. Feel the body gently expand into the environment without effort.
  4. Notice how the nervous system shifts when it realizes it is not confined.

This practice builds embodied selflessness—open, yet grounded.

Further Resources

  • Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism — Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche
  • The Eagle’s Gift — Carlos Castaneda
  • Teachings on humility and relational presence in indigenous traditions
  • Somatic spaciousness work by Bonnie Bainbridge Cohen or Dan Siegel

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Virtue as Alignment

Devon Hornby LMT, ABT

Virtue, for the warrior, is not a code to obey. It is the natural alignment that arises when we stop betraying ourselves. Trungpa Rinpoche described virtue as the expression of one’s basic goodness. Juan Matus framed it as acting from impeccability—doing what is required without wasting energy on self-importance. In many Indigenous traditions, virtue is understood as right relationship: with oneself, one’s community, the land, and the unseen forces that support life.

Virtue is coherence.

It is what happens when our inner knowing and our outer behavior match. When we live this way, we feel a kind of internal click—a sense that we are not at odds with ourselves.


“Virtue is not about obeying rules; it is the expression of your own sanity”
Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche

Virtue and Trustworthiness

A warrior’s virtue is not meant to impress others. It is meant to stabilize one’s own heart.

When we act in alignment, we trust ourselves more. Our decisions become clearer. Our relationships become cleaner. There is less background noise. And because we are not spending energy managing guilt or hiding from our own contradictions, we become more available to the present moment. It is a form of energetic hygiene.

Practice: Inner Alignment Scan

This is a somatic check-in to sense when actions and values diverge.

  1. Bring to mind a current decision or relationship dynamic.
  2. Feel your breath. Let your body soften slightly.
  3. Notice sensations in the chest, belly, throat, and jaw.
  4. Ask gently: Is this aligned?
  5. Notice what the body says—tightening, expansion, warmth, collapse, steadiness.

The body has an immediate, honest opinion.

Returning to this practice builds integrity at the deepest level.

Practice: The Impeccable Act (Juan Matus Inspired)

Each day, choose one simple action to complete with total presence.
For example:

  • washing a dish
  • greeting someone
  • taking out trash
  • making a commitment and following through

Do it with precision, presence, and sincerity.

This teaches the nervous system to taste what alignment feels like.

Further Resources

  • The Myth of Freedom — Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche
  • The Fire From Within — Carlos Castaneda
  • Works on “right relationship” in Indigenous philosophies (e.g., Robin Wall Kimmerer)
  • Somatic integrity work from Peter Levine or generative somatics
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The Regenerative Path of Qigong: Moving Within the Window of Presence

Devon Hornby LMT, ABT

In my last article, I explored how it isn’t overuse that wears us out—it’s underuse. The body thrives when it’s engaged, loaded, and expressed through its full range of motion.
Qigong takes this truth one step deeper.

Movement as Medicine, Stillness as Intelligence

Where modern exercise often focuses on performance or appearance, Qigong invites us into a more subtle and complete experience: movement that regenerates rather than depletes.
It is both art and awareness—a dialogue between the body, breath, and field of life itself.

Each practice sequence awakens circulation, lubricates the joints, tones the fascia, and restores the body’s natural rhythm. When we move slowly and consciously, we begin to feel the living intelligence within the tissues. The breath deepens. The nervous system settles. The mind quiets into the body’s pace.

This is not simply exercise—it’s a way of being moved by life.

The Window of Presence

In trauma-informed somatic work, we often speak of the window of tolerance—the range within which our nervous system can stay present and responsive. Qigong cultivates this window through rhythm, breath, and grounded awareness.

Each motion is deliberate enough for the mind to remain connected to the body, and flowing enough to allow energy to move freely. Within that balance, the heart and breath synchronize, the vagus nerve tones, and the system comes into coherence.

This is what I call the window of presence:
a state where movement, awareness, and breath are synchronized, and the whole organism experiences a sense of safety, vitality, and aliveness.
In this space, regeneration happens naturally.

Regeneration Through Load and Flow

In Qigong, the body is never forced—yet it is fully engaged.
Through gentle load-bearing, spiraling movement, and elastic extension, the connective tissue network becomes hydrated and responsive.

This subtle yet powerful engagement promotes:

  • Joint nourishment through compression and release
  • Bone density through mindful weight-bearing
  • Fascial elasticity through coiling and uncoiling patterns
  • Organ vitality through rhythmic breath and internal massage

Unlike high-intensity exercise that can inflame or exhaust, Qigong keeps us in the regenerative zone—where the tissues are awakened but not overwhelmed, and energy is cultivated, not spent.

Longevity as a Side Effect of Harmony

Longevity in the Qigong tradition is not about resisting aging—it’s about harmonizing with life’s natural flow.
When Qi circulates freely, the body remains supple, the mind clear, and the spirit luminous.

Modern research continues to validate what the ancients understood intuitively: mindful movement, deep breathing, and gentle load-bearing enhance mitochondrial health, reduce inflammation, and improve cellular repair.
But beyond the science, Qigong restores something more essential—a sense of participation in the mystery of being alive.

Movement in Service

Ultimately, Qigong is not just for personal well-being.
It refines the way we inhabit the world. When our system becomes coherent, we radiate that harmony outward—to our families, communities, and clients.

This is how the practice becomes service.
A grounded, present, embodied human being naturally brings regulation and calm to others. Qigong cultivates the inner conditions that allow us to be a healing presence in the world.

An Invitation to Practice

If you’re ready to explore Qigong as a path of regeneration, resilience, and embodied presence, I invite you to join me for upcoming online and in-person classes.

Together we’ll explore accessible, potent movement practices designed to:

  • Awaken your body’s regenerative intelligence
  • Expand your capacity to stay grounded and present
  • Build strength and flexibility through natural, sustainable movement
  • Deepen your connection to breath, awareness, and vitality

For those drawn to go further, I’ll also be offering a more in-depth training through The Awakened Warrior Program—a journey into the deeper layers of Qigong, body-centered awareness, and the inner alchemy of presence and purpose.

Your body is your first temple.
Through movement, breath, and awareness, we can restore its sacred intelligence—
and from that embodied wholeness,
be of greater benefit to all beings.